Not Celebrating

Updated: November 30, 2023 by Nick

When I was a kid, I thought that celebrating things like Halloween, Christmas is pretty much eventful and I’d get something out of it. But it turns out as I grew older to this day, reality slapped hard.

I’m now on a verge of such a crisis I don’t know how to keep up with the world. Honestly, I don’t think I’d even want to write another entry anymore, leaving this only as a portfolio of the works that would’ve been if people were to hire me.

If so, overtime I’d improve my skills, find new ways of thinking around, and be more efficient in whatever I do. Mainly, I do multimedia arts, but with a side of IT as well, considering that I’ve been finding more ways on how to use my computer, aside from changing the settings, to something intricate.

Anyways, for years now, we never put-up decorations for Halloween or Christmas, at least since when I was younger, I remember decors being put up by my mom and dad for it, but now, not anymore. They’d make it up for it on New Years with food that will never be made in years.

And as for my birthday, as a man who still lives with a family, there’s no party for me now, or gifts from the people I’m close with. I’m fine with being greeted, but if you want to make memories with me, now’s the chance. Greet me, take me someplace else, I don’t care.

That's pretty much about what I have to say here. I'll see you January.

P.S Henry Kissinger is dead. Should I even care about it?